He is so Spoiled 19

 Chapter 19

Su Nuo looked at the dishes laid out in front of him: delicate and small crystal shrimp dumplings, steaming crab congee, fragrant and soft bread pieces, a fruit platter, a small cup of hot milk, and a few small plates of side dishes that he didn't know what they were, but smelled very appetizing.

And this small restaurant was even more luxurious and beautiful than a hotel. It was like two different worlds for him, whether he was the 16-year-old boy from a small village or the person he became after coming to the capital city. He felt completely out of place here and like an unwelcome guest in this palace.

Suddenly, Su Nuo was jolted awake, and then his heart slowly sank. Since waking up, he had experienced a series of ups and downs. Gu Chen was so good at manipulating people's hearts, and after gaining Su Nuo's trust through his soft-heartedness and silent affection, he immediately lost Su Nuo in the warmth he created.

Even though he was no longer the weak little puppy, he still put himself in the same position as before. All the small actions and details that belonged to them, he slowly revealed them as if by accident, making Su Nuo feel like nothing had changed, and they were still the same as before.

But how could things be the same? His silent companion, who had been his entire world, had nothing, and no matter what happened, it would never abandon him because they were each other's only lives, even if everyone else cursed him and didn't believe in him, his silent companion would always be by his side.

But now things were different. Since he became a person, he was no longer his silent companion. He had his own home and his own life, and his world could have countless people entering it. His door was no longer just for himself.

Moreover, they were always two people from different worlds. He had everything and lacked nothing. What could he offer to make Gu Chen continue to stay in his world and be his silent companion? Even if he could endure it patiently and indulge him for now, over time, all his gratitude would become annoyance and burden.

Fireworks are easy to extinguish, and human hearts often change. His silent companion would never return.

His heart ached, and Su Nuo tightly grasped the clothes on his chest. Suddenly, a sourness rushed up from his throat, and tears flowed uncontrollably. He didn't want to cry, but there were still a few aunties standing far away. He didn't want to embarrass himself in front of them, but he couldn't control his tears. It was painful and uncomfortable, and nothing was worse than getting something and then having it suddenly taken away, especially when you knew it would disappear at any moment.

After all, once you've experienced the feeling of being loved, you can't let go anymore. 

When Gu Chen returned, what he saw was this scene - his precious one curled up in the chair, biting his finger joints and crying silently, tears overflowing his face and trembling with sobs.

His heart felt like it was being squeezed tightly, he quickly walked over, picked him up and put him on his lap, his palm caressing his back to help him breathe, and he whispered, "Baby, be good, don't cry, tell me who bullied you? Good, don't cry, don't cry."

If he didn't comfort him, it would have been fine, but he used this kind of gentle and indulgent tone to comfort him like a child, and all his grievances seemed to have found an outlet. He cried out loud like he was venting.

When he was a child, whenever his younger brother cried, his mother would turn around to comfort him even if she was angry. He was jealous and envious. He also wanted his mother's care and attention. He didn't understand why his younger brother could get it but he couldn't. Until he grew up a little, he understood that he was just picked up by his grandfather and was not even his parents, so how could he expect their love?

He let out a dying animal-like sob.

Gu Chen's heart was like being cut open. He carefully untangled Su Nuo's hands, which had turned white, and held them close to his chest, affectionately and helplessly imprinting one kiss after another on his forehead, eyelids, and eyelashes.

In a hoarse voice, he said, "Baby, tell me whatever it is, as long as you say it, I can help you do it. Whatever happens, tell me. Don't cry, you won't be able to sing if you cry too much. Do you like singing? In the future, we'll go on any stage you want. Do whatever you like. As long as Nuo Nuo is happy, we don't have to think about anything. Do you want to go see the stars? Let's go now, okay?"

Gu Chen picked him up to stand up, but Su Nuo finally reacted. He reached out and grabbed Gu Chen's clothes in front of his chest, looked up at him, and shook his head desperately, big tears rolling down his eyes, with a crying tone repeatedly saying, "Don't... be so good to me, don't be... so good to me..."

"If later... later..."

He didn't say the rest, but Gu Chen also roughly understood. It turned out that this little baby was entangled in this.

Gu Chen sighed, "If I'm not good to you, who will I be good to? Baby, before I met you, I lived like a walking corpse. The first thirty years of my life can't compare to the thirty days I've been with you. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have known that I could still live like a normal person. Sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, and salty, as long as I'm with you, I'm willing to taste them all. As long as I can have you, I'm willing to die for it."

Su Nuo's tears flowed even more heavily, "I'm also... very happy... to meet you..."

Gu Chen placed his hand on his own heart and said, "Baby, listen to my heartbeat. Do you hear it? It's all you in there, only you. You don't know how scared I am. I'm always in a panic, worrying about what I'll do if one day you don't need me anymore, if you don't want me by your side. You're still so young, your life has just begun, you'll meet many new and exciting people and things, they'll catch your eye and take you away from me. What will I do then?"

Although he spoke to reassure himself, every word was heartfelt, especially when he imagined the scene of Su Nuo leaving him, his eyes turned bloodshot. "I don't have the heart to clip your wings, but what can I do? If I begged you, could you please have some mercy on me and not leave for my sake?"

Before he finished speaking, Su Nuo had already wrapped his arms around his neck and responded, "I won't leave, I won't go...I only have you."

Su Nuo held him tightly, he knew his fear, he understood his panic, he understood everything, and they had the same idea, that was enough.

As Su Nuo gradually calmed down, he still didn't let go of him.

Gu Chen smiled, holding Su Nuo's waist, burying his head in his neck, quietly feeling the sentence: "Time is good, the world is peaceful."

In a low voice, he accompanied Su Nuo's vision of the future, "I can only quietly accompany you for 5 or 10 years as MoMo, but now I can be with you for a lifetime. A lifetime is so long, we can do many, many things together, we can travel the world together to see the stars, compare which stars are more beautiful, we can also go shopping, watch movies, cook together, you can write songs and sing every day, do all the things you love, and when you have a concert, I'll be in the front row, listening to the songs you wrote for me, at night we can go home together, and if one day you come back late, you'll see the light I left for you outside the window..."

The butler was already speechless at the side, is this the same Mr. Gu who was known for his decisive and ruthless nature in everyone's eyes? Such behavior from the young master was beyond his imagination, and if others were to find out, their eyes would probably pop out in shock.

From yesterday until now, every time he thought this might be the bottom line, this Mr. Su always managed to show him a new bottom line, and now he felt that there was simply no bottom line for the young master in front of Mr. Su.

As the only young master of the Gu family's grandchildren, he grew up in such a top-tier aristocratic family and was a born prodigy. Whether it was his frightening background or his chilling abilities, wherever he went, people would serve him with great care and caution.

It can be said that if he showed even the slightest interest in something, a large group of people would immediately come forward to offer it to him.

However, he lowered his posture and begged for mercy in front of a little boy.

He was delighted by the little response he received.

What kind of love could make people willing to lower themselves into the dust for that person, to become dust, just to let that person pick a beautiful flower from the soil?

The butler thought.

This was probably not love anymore, but rather an obsession

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